Every time I've tried to learn the guitar, I've failed. By which I mean, I've given up when the reality of the effort became clear. I hear blues songs in my dreams, though. This is not a metaphor. I mean I hear music in my dreams and when I'm in dream-like states. That music is almost always the blues. I know I have depressive tendencies, and that might contribute to the"hearing songs in my dreams" but I think it might be that I have something inside me that yearns to come out. I don't know why I'm posting this, to be honest. I don't know if I have the strength of character to try again. Maybe I need validation. Maybe I'm a sociopath, I don't know. I have a yearning to learn the guitar. I have a desire to master it in order to express myself. The only problem is I don't know how to master myself. I need to do something. I think that something inside me might need to learning music in order to express itself. Music has always brought me comfort. Music is the greatest, and most effective way humans have displayed emotion. I don't know how to conquer my insecurities in order to learn music. I hope you understsand.
Submitted September 12, 2020 at 11:34PM by blank-faced https://www.reddit.com/r/Learnmusic/comments/irq4h4/i_dont_think_i_have_what_it_takes_to_learn_the/?utm_source=ifttt
Javier Rodriguez
Saturday, September 12, 2020